I LOVE staying home with my kids!
It is so great to be there for every moment, whether big~ I have seen both of them roll over for the first time, sit up unassisted,
say their first word, take their first steps... ect...ect...ect... or small~ play with toys, take naps, not take naps, play with each other, give their dogs a hug... ect...ect...ect...I would not trade it for the world.
I have had many other jobs & staying home with the kids is by far the hardest thing I've done. Not because it's particularly difficult to clean up the house, do dishes, do laundry, make dinner, change diapers, pick-up toys, stop fights, change diapers, pick up toys, stop fights, do laundry, change
diapers, pick-up toys, clean up the house, do dishes, change diapers, pick-up toys, do laundry, do dishes, pick-up toys... Ha-Ha! As you can tell I do the same things every day, over & over & over &....
That in itself is a challenge, then the fact that I get slightly resentful that my hubby gets to leave every day. I know he's going to work & he's working so very hard so to take care of our family. It's just that he gets to leave this bubble of poopy diapers, dirty dishes, fighting kids, laundry, oh and NO ADULTS. I sometimes go for days when the only adult I get to talk to is my husband. The reward of course is worth every minute, when Ella gives me a hug & tells me she loves me, when Colten walks (yup, he walks now!) up to me, climbs on my lap & hugs me, when everytime Colten takes a nap Ella asks where he is, sounding slightly worried about her little brother. Then when he wakes up she runs into his room saying "morning brother, I missed you!!" When they play together nicely in Ella's room... & that's the stuff that just happened today. Every crazy, dirty diaper, dishes in the sink, sticky kitchen floor, laundry filled basket day is worth it! Oh SO worth it! However, I need a break from them & they need a break from me.
So, we decided to hire a nanny once a week. She came over last week to meet the kids & so I could watch her interact with them. She was WONDERFUL!! Ella loved playing with her & Colten went to her, he was even a little upset when she left. Which is a MAJOR thing since he has a bit of stranger anxiety (will only go to me, Dave & both Grandmas)
Tomorrow is her first day, I am so excited, kinda Christmas morning excited (well, I won't go quite that far cuz you all know I LOVE Christmas!!
{I'm excited for that already & it's still 244 days 4 hours & 48 minutes away, but who's counting?})anyway... I am pretty excited.
I have 5 HOURS to do WHATEVER it is I want!! This is going to be great for my relationship with my kids & my husband...maybe I won't be so irritated that he gets to leave the bubble everyday. :-) So... tomorrow when she gets here at 11 I am going to go get in my car & go... well, anywhere I want!